They say there is no such thing as a self less good deed. But I must say it is not pleasurable to turn your skin inside out, to show the world the inner workings of your emotions, and to raise your poetry to sync with your reality. Not only to personify your poetry, but to publicize that poetry leaving it open for the world to criticize. Joni took off her makeup, lived as a shaman for a year; she comes back to the city and puts every ounce of emotion into her rhythmic poetry of the album Ladies of the Canyon. Joni made her emotions public in this album, subjecting herself to the greatest vulnerability. Her friends said don’t, they told her to re think the album, they said, “save something for yourself.” She did anyways, and reached the heart of millions at the sake of her own heartache.
Only the deepest meditation can write like this
Just before our love got lost you said I am as constant as a northern star and I said constantly in the darkness. Where’s that at? if you want me I’ll be in the bar.
On the back of the cartoon coaster in the blue TV screen light I drew a map of Canada. Oh Canada with your face sketched on it twice.
Oh you’re in my blood like holy wine you taste so bitter and so sweet. I could drink a case of you darling and I would still be on my feet. I would still be on my feet.
I am a lonely painter I live in a box of paints I’m frightened by the devil and I’m drawn to those ones that ain’t afraid I remember that time you told me love is touching souls, surely you touch mine cause part of you pours out of me from time to time.
You’re in my blood like holy wine you taste so bitter and so sweet. I could drink a case of you darling, still I’d be on my feet. I’d still be on my feet.
I met a women she had a mouth like yours she knew your life she knew your devils and your deeds she said go to him stay with him if you can but be prepared to bleed. Oh but your in my blood you’re my holy wine oh your so bitter and so sweet I could drink a case of you still id be on my feet, id still be on my feet.
Directly after the release of Blue, Joni says she was at a point that if anybody “looked me in the eye, I would start to cry.”
On a good day you can feel my love for you.